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the perfect guy to me is one who calls u beautiful instead of hot, who calls u back when u hang up on him.. wait for the boy who kisses your forehead & who wants to show you off to the the world when u are in sweats. who holds your hand in front of his friends.. who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and loves being with you and how he's the luckiest guy in the world to have u. one who turns to his friends and says Thats her.. |
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i can't explain, nor understand. i just love you.
it's been snowing madness over here. and school keeps getting called off. call me weird, but i'm kinda missing it. =/ excluding the work, the teachers, the food, the rats in the ceiling.
i went and saw Hide and Seek.. who's with me when i say it wasn't as good as i thought it would be?Current Mood:  hungry |
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look your friends in the eye and know that you didnt let them down. that's what it's all about..
ok yeah i can't sleep my eyes are killing me but of course they do not want to stay closed
school hasn't been bad at all i enjoy all of my classes except for one. which i'm probably going to get into HUGE trouble in because i have jake in that class and the other day we were arguing like a married couple and he was acting out scenes from napolean dynamite during the lecture and i started dying of laughter...
it was a lot warmer yesterday.. woke up this morning and there was like a butt-load of snow. (^ o ^)SNOWBOARDINGGGG!Current Mood:  anxious Current Music: something that goes boom boom |
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...i had the craziest dream last night |
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Jan. 19th, 2005 @ 10:34 am
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ok so i like never update this thing anymore which is completely lame of me i've just been too busy and when i try to use lj of course it's never working right for me
anyways...
i'm doing too much frigging thinking. i think it's because my new classes and all that jazz. we had a 5 day break because of exams last week and the exams just like stressed me out. so i spent all weekend watching snowboarding.
someone.. tell me i'm lame?Current Mood:  huh? Current Music: beach boys |
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IM GOING TO TASTE OF CHAOS NEXT MONTH
what the heck? no internet for a while and i feel un....completed?
i would tell you guys about everything that's happened. but i cant remember anything. seriously. where i've had no internet for a while my mind is blank....
it's addicting.
Jan. 17th, 2005 @ 01:14 pm
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somewhere between the procrastination, and the homework, and the incessant forwards, and the friendships.. and the calls to each other complaining about crushes!! somewhere between the phone calls to old friends.. and the "I miss you"'s & the "I love you"'s.. and the "What are we doing tonight?"'s.. and somewhere between all of the changing and growing.. somewhere between the classes.. and the skipping classes.. and the studying for tests.. and the pretending to study for tests.. and the downright NOT studying for tests.. i forgot.. i forgot what school is all about. i forgot what it meant to cry.. i forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy.. and that pretending to be smart doesn't make you smart.. i forgot that you can't just forget the past in fear of the future.. i forgot that you can't control falling in love.. and that you can't make yourself fall in love. i learned that i can love.. i learned that it's okay to mess up.. and it's okay to ask for help!! and it's okay to feel like crud.. i learned it's okay to complain and whine to all your friends for a whole day. i learned that sometimes the things you want most you just CAN'T HAVE. i learned that the greatest thing about school isn't the parties or the DRiNKiNG or the hook-ups. it's the friendships, which means taking chances.. i learned that sometimes the things we want to forget are the things which we most need to talk about.. i learned that letters from friends are the most important things. and that sending cards to your friends makes you feel better. but basically, i just learned that my friends.. both old and new.. are the most important people to me in the world!! and without them, i wouldn't be who I am today!
Dec. 31st, 2004 @ 01:30 pm
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do i have it that bad?
Ah! it's been a year since i've seen nathan.. nathan was at the band concert thursday night =oD. it felt like something that was missing for so long just got filled and it's like that half of me that was waiting to be completed was. but in the mean time, i didn't even realize it, i think i was just too busy smiling.
talant show <3 i heart it. joeys band so kicked the aise.
Dec. 19th, 2004 @ 07:46 am
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this is just FREAKING awesome. uscellular sent my $280 cell bill to my dads. now i'm working on closing my effing cell account. THANK YOU US CELLULAR. you just lost a customer.
buhh. anything to get away
Dec. 10th, 2004 @ 05:48 pm
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i am having a horrible time keeping this thing updated. so much has been running through my head, it's like i'm all the time sleepy, and when i don't sleep, random stuff pops out of no where and it feels like i don't know anything. normal?
nathans finally home december 10 <3333333333
Dec. 5th, 2004 @ 03:24 pm
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